I am a very spiritual being. Something only my family and
close friends know. I believe that everything is connected, and that this
connection is via energy. I believe in Karma. I believe in God and angels and
spirits but not in the same way Christianity teaches us. I respect other
religions and believe that one should not destroy other people’s believes. We are all
free to believe in what makes us feel happy and comfortable.
I do a lot of soul searching during the day as I go about my
business. I always try and better myself and be a better person towards others.
Granted that isn’t always easy but I try because I believe what you put out
into this world is what the world will give back. Sometimes I’ll look at
something negative that happened to me and I’ll wonder what on earth I did to
create this bad energy towards me, but then I realise that my soul chose this
path and all the lessons I learn during this lifetime are lessons I chose to
learn before I came down to earth.
I started seeing a psychologist in 2009. She is my Angel,
and I’m very lucky that she turned out to be a very spiritual being herself. I
always laugh at people who think spiritual people walk around in tie-dye
clothing and act a certain way. That is such a misconstrued perception people
have. I look at Angel, and she is just as corporate as I am. And like me she
keeps her spiritual side not hidden, but not visible for the whole world to
see. I believe your spiritual believes are personal and that your actions
should show people who you are and not the words coming out of your mouth. You don’t need to run around telling the whole
world what your believes are, rather show them with how you treat others and
deal with situations.
At first I didn’t know about Angel’s spiritual side but as
our sessions progressed and I felt more comfortable with her I was able to open
up about every single aspect of my life, and shared my believes with her. It
was during this period (I think it was July 2010) that she told me about her
believes and I’ve learnt a lot from her.
I now see her on a monthly basis. We had another session
this morning and it always amases me how our sessions end up giving me more
than I expected. I made a huge breakthrough today with regards to my past and how
I handle certain situations. But to be able to discuss those realisations and
the effect it had on me and will have on me going forward from a spiritual
point of view as well and not just an emotional and mental view, is such a
liberating feeling. We actually felt and energy shift in her office as we
worked through this. By now I’m used to experiencing these things with her, but
today’s energy shift was huge.
It’s difficult to explain this to people who haven’t been
there. I actually felt dizzy sitting in the chair and when I got back to work I
went and bought a chocolate. (Sugar helps ground you from an energy point of
view). I was feeling extremely “distant” from my body and knew I had a huge day
at the office ahead and had to be able to focus in this space and time.
I find it hard sometimes to balance between wanting to
connect with the universal energy and having to stay grounded in this space to
physically get through my day. For people who are not used to this or aware of
these things, this will all sound very weird, and I make a point of not
discussing these things with people every day.
I just loved the fact that I could actually feel and sense
the energy shift in my own personal space today. I know this will have big
ramifications going forward (in a positive way), but today for me was big. I
can’t wait to get home, put on my music and “meditate” within my own little
space tonight and just absorb all that happened and everything I was able to
resolve within myself today.
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